After 7 years....

Well... Hi, Hello, Assalamualaikum.

I don't know if I still have readers here but just want to rant something out. I actually do miss blogging hahaha. So its been years since my last post. Many things have happened and changed. Including myself. Life hasn't been easy, learning to love myself was also not easy. I'm still in the process of it. 

One thing for sure, I love my small circle of friends that I have right now. Some are a pain in the ass, some are peaceful and some are just there, waiting. Thats what we call friends right? Its not fully filled with joy. They come to teach you what life really means. 

I do have times I feel like killing myself and ending it all, some times I feel so calm and enjoying it all and other times, I feel empty. I think thats normal. Nothing will remain forever in this world, what's more important is the hereafter. Just a heads up, I'm finishing my degree in a year. From being a high school student to being holder of a bachelors degree, wow. Time really does fly.

The things that I learn during these 7 years, are phenomenal. I learn to let go of people. I learn to move on. I learn to fight my depression myself. I learn to love myself. I learn to put myself first rather than others. I learn to be grateful even the smallest things and... I learn that its not necessary to show your achievement or to show your love to others to everyone because what matters most is just knowing they love you and we love them back. What matters is we know we have them. 

Thus, to end this post, I would like to thank the people that have been in my life. Whether we still talk or not, I would like to say thank you for being a part of my life and may you have a joyful life ahead of you. 

See you again whenever I feel like posting again hehe.

End of November, 2013.

Assalamualaikum and Hi everyone :)

Its been months since the last time I updated my blog isn't it?

Well being a form 4 is definitely hard hoho.

I don't know what to say because its been tough.

Family, friends and myself. 

Just smashes together.

But I realize, Allah is always there. No matter what happens.

Some of my friends, helped me.

Helped me to change into a better person than before.

Who are they? Here they are ;

 Nur Alissa Irdina Azmy

She was born on 22nd April 1999.

Yes, she's one of my juniors.

But you know what, she's very matured in life.

She taught me many things on how to keep strong and move on.

She always remind me to not stop praying to Allah.

She's very strong and I envy her.

I'm very glad that Allah has sent her to me, being one of my little ones.

She's great, I'm not lying.

Dear lissa, you've been my inspiration to change.

Thank you for everything.

For hearing my problems,

For giving me loads of advice.

I appreciate every single one of it.

I know you're strong enough to face all of Allah's challenge.

Because you always remind me that,

"Never stop praying to Allah and you'll be okay"

Fatin Nurnatasha Mohd Siddiq

She was born on 10th of December 1997.

She's one of my Sahabat.

She's a very great listener and a very great adviser too.

There was this one day, the last day of school.

I shared about my problems, about my whole life.

She cried. She was glad about her life.

 She changed into a better person, so why can't I?

She's been helping me in every way.

She's beautiful, she's an athlete, she's an awesome friend,

To me, she's flawless.

I don't know how to describe her in words.

Dear tachaa, thank you for being my Sahabat.

Thank you for leading me to the right path.

I can't thank you enough.

I don't know what will happen to me if  you didn't came into my life.

Uhibbuki fillah abadan abada :')

Nur Sabrina Azmi

She was born on 15th of May 1997.

She's been my tablemate in year 2010.

She's the first person I knew in MRSM.

She's childish yes, but she's matured in her own ways.

She's willing to hear my problems when nobody could.

She's pretty, cute and just awesomeeeeeeee.

Dear Sab, thanks for being there for me,

To cheer me up again hihi :')

I'm sorry for always "bullying" you hahaha.

Thank you for your advises,

Thank you for understanding me.

Hanis Nabiela Mazlan

She was born on 14th August 1999.

Yes, one of juniors, one of my little ones :)

She's one of my best listeners.

She's been there for me until 1.30 a.m.

She's there whenever I needed her.

She's a professional in playing netball, she's beautiful, she's flawless.

SHE'S JUST AWESOME WHAT MORE CAN I SAY.

Dear Hanis, thank you for being the best listener.

Thank you for being yourself, which is awesome hehe.

Sorry for always disturbing you, for taking your time.

Love you little sis, always :)

Here are the some of the others, 

That would cheer me up whenever I felt sad.

That would worry when I was sick,

That would be there for me whenever I needed someone.

Fatin Nurul Hamizah Yusman :)

Nuriman Syakirah Ahmad Kilani :)

Nur Ellya Izzati Radzali :)

Melia Syamiela Md Mahful :)

Izzatunnisya Mohd Sani :)

Nurul Amalia Alias :)

Norshamimi Ezaty Mohd Zarib :)

Adlina Insyirah Mohd Sofian :)

A SPECIAL THANKS TO MY BATCH, SPM 2014!

THEY'RE THE BEST!

Allah Is Always There For Us

Assalamualaikum :)

Oh and holla :)

Well its been months away since my last post .

Sorry I'm so busy now :(

Alhamdulillah , my life is getting great .

I manage to control my anger .

I manage to make a fake smile .

I manage to handle my problems alone .

I manage to keep calm in any situation .

I've learnt so many things during Ramadhan .

And I'm very grateful .

With the help of my awesome batch and some of my juniors ,

I became a better person .

Better than before .

Oh , I became one of the "Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya"

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah :')

I'll try my best to help my friends .

Well that's all for now .

Goodnight and sweet dreams .

KEEP PRAYING TO ALLAH :D